What If I Don’t Care About G-D?

There are days I do feel that will be a dandy thing, one (very huge) less thing to deal with.
In fact, when I was around nineteen, I decided to ditch all the G-D stuff. It’s not a small decision mind you, for I have always been religious.
As a small child, I stared at the rain coming down and wondered if the gods were taking a bath. I watched as my mother dutifully keep up meager…